I'm sorry……
Lucas The Spider
U.K, England Member
Gonna make this quick as I'll probably type so much I'll side-track off what im talking about
Okay……so I know I am "annoying" >,< I do cause of alot of arguments, I argue with certain mods a lot etc.
I started playing 2 years ago... Which if someone of you wouldn't have known me:
Hell Hound, Magical Wizard, Dark Samurai, Mr. Penguin.
I wanna say I quit in November last year, but I'd be lying as I play once or twice a week. But ever since November I really stopped playing, and changed a lot... I'll say why soon. I know up until November last year, and to the current day, I've annoyed a lot of people to them I say sorry. Mainly - @ThisIsNotSlim @Horus @Cortana @Gollum and others. I have a weird feeling when it comes to arguing. I can yes get VERY carried away and lose track of what I am doing hence why I'll never stop replying when I get into arguments...I, when I am arguing, think I am doing good, but when I stop I feel extremely bad... But I don't say sorry ever time cause I don't feel like they think that I am serious... This is one of the reasons I have stopped playing... I don't feel I should play when all I seem to do is argue and make others life's bad. Honestly, up until November I would'nt have really cared. I just did it, forgot about it. But after November I had a whole new look at life...
Anyway. What happened in November? :\ 1) my mother died of cancer, 2) I got kicked out of college due to being so well say distracted from everything and more. And, for any 17 year old losing a family member does affect you...
Anyway, basically, all I am saying is. I am sorry I argue, I am sorry I've annoyed so many people, I'm sorry when I don't shut up, I'm sorry I've made others life difficult. This is why I am playing less. I don't wanna ruin others experience of Cubic Castles :/
I don't expect a reply if I an honest, just wanted and felt like a sorry if overdue
Okay……so I know I am "annoying" >,< I do cause of alot of arguments, I argue with certain mods a lot etc.
I started playing 2 years ago... Which if someone of you wouldn't have known me:
Hell Hound, Magical Wizard, Dark Samurai, Mr. Penguin.
I wanna say I quit in November last year, but I'd be lying as I play once or twice a week. But ever since November I really stopped playing, and changed a lot... I'll say why soon. I know up until November last year, and to the current day, I've annoyed a lot of people to them I say sorry. Mainly - @ThisIsNotSlim @Horus @Cortana @Gollum and others. I have a weird feeling when it comes to arguing. I can yes get VERY carried away and lose track of what I am doing hence why I'll never stop replying when I get into arguments...I, when I am arguing, think I am doing good, but when I stop I feel extremely bad... But I don't say sorry ever time cause I don't feel like they think that I am serious... This is one of the reasons I have stopped playing... I don't feel I should play when all I seem to do is argue and make others life's bad. Honestly, up until November I would'nt have really cared. I just did it, forgot about it. But after November I had a whole new look at life...
Anyway. What happened in November? :\ 1) my mother died of cancer, 2) I got kicked out of college due to being so well say distracted from everything and more. And, for any 17 year old losing a family member does affect you...
Anyway, basically, all I am saying is. I am sorry I argue, I am sorry I've annoyed so many people, I'm sorry when I don't shut up, I'm sorry I've made others life difficult. This is why I am playing less. I don't wanna ruin others experience of Cubic Castles :/
I don't expect a reply if I an honest, just wanted and felt like a sorry if overdue
Comments
Sorry to hear about ur mother..
Goodluck..
Since all the good memories faded out. We need to make new ones.. But it's to hard to make new ones if you keep thinking about the old ones.. I gave up on most of everything.
We have to keep these feelings inside of us and not let them go? Do they even know.. How hard it is? How much we've been trying. Expressing these feelings are horrible.It'll effect you and everyone around you..the person's choices in life make it worse, you are 17 and have a job, my brother hasn't gotten one yet and he is older than you. You quitting cc is a very smart move, sticking to cc is a bad habit because it isn't real. Being depressed won't get you far either (Not implying that you are just an example), as a Christian i get a lot of challenges in life but life is made easier mainly because of my religion. Good luck with college, go become a penguin stalker. :D
-Lynn Johnston
To me this was true, to be honest, it took quite a while for this to be sparked, but i'm personally glad it has finally happened.
Apology Accepted, but you're not the only one that needs to apologize.
I am sorry as well. For the fights, the arguments, the childish rambling and inappropriate behavior. I'm sorry for all of the misfortunes that life has thrown at you, and i am Deeply sorry for the loss of your mother.
Sorry about your mother.
I'm really sorry about your mother! I wish I could do something...:(
I accept ur apology and unblocking u in forums, i know we dont see eye to eye but i notice that in cc ur a generous hardworking pro qbee and in forums i thought u were that disrespectful and prideful person, now u have changed my perspective of u in a positive way.
Friends is always the best way to get help with problems, never be afraid cuz we wont judge u.
Wish u the best of luck in life, remember theres always hope and dont give up.
Loosing ur mom! Getting kicked out of college! I am sorry for what ur going through Mr. Penguin I am :( pls take care Mr Penguin...
I hope you feel better and have a great time, in CC and real life :D
Even if we dont know each other really well, iam pretty sure everyone would accept your apology including me :D hope you feel better!