Uhhh Im going to leave a bit of an apology letter here or something (???)
I started playing CC when I was young, and a bit new to the internet. My english sucked, my use of emojis was too much, and I spoke cringey brat-like language (lol) I guess you could say that I went through that phase of being too hype over something and wanting everyone to know??
I know hardly anyone is going to see this bc Ive been really inactive, and possibly hated by a lot of people, so basically,
I still havent forgotten about the chaos Ive caused all bc my parents let a young brat (aka me) on the internet. Tbh, you could say that this has scarred me and i just cant forget about it. (gASp does this mean i truly truly feel sorry for everything ive done? lmao jk <3)
umm, i love you all, and please forget my cringey childish self?? Ive matured much more now and what happened on the forums has made me become someone who keeps to themselves a lot more.
I don't think one should be self conscience for being a brat and then growing from it, you should be proud. I don't know you personally thus I can't comment on your behavior directly. However I can say from playing this I have watched many players grow up for the better and I focus on their positive attributes not even thinking about how they were. I will not list the players name but boy howdy they were hard to be around. Constantly bragging, jealous, overly competitive, and childish but they realized they were like this. They made the choice to change and now they are one of the most loved community members. If you have changed people will love you for the new you and pass off the old you as growing pains. :)!