I have played this game for quite a long time, and i want to share some "personal" stuff in here. The problem is not mattering. Nobody really cares about me or what i do, i just can't find friends without getting tossed away and replaced with someone better than me.
This appened many times in CC, and thats ok, but the problem is that it appens with my real life too. If it appened only in this game the problem wouldn't even exist. But it appens, and it keeps appening in my REAL LIFE. Everyone just doesn't care about me. I don't matter to them. I don't matter to you. I don't matter to myself. I'm just there, with no will to live, pretending that everything's okay and it's going to change one day. I don't know if this is just a "temporary" issue (ya know......beeing 15), but i hope it is. Maybe one day i will do something important, but i'm not 100% sure about this (it's more like a 5% sure-ness). Everyday it's always the same thing : go to school; get ignored for 5 hours; get back home; study for a few hours; absolutely nothing.
I'm always feeling down, even while writing this.
Can you give me any advice? Some help maybe?